Tonight I had
such a dream
that here I am,
scribbling at three in the morning,
hand trembling,
your name still quivering
in the dark corners of my room.
Because in the roar
of this dream I had,
I discovered:
I would kill
for you. Face thirteen blank-paper faces
for you. Tear at raging claws of fire.
For you,
I woke
wanting to cover you
with the smoothness
of my own skin
so nothing could reach you.
I wanted to let you
crawl up
into the softness of
my womb to hide,
nestling like a bird,
my shivering heartbeat
in your hand.
-Diana Guillermo 5-99